well, it wasn't i didn't want to join but i was not allowed to.
The reason is that simple, some of my friends might know about it even before i have to mention it.
It's not because of that I am angry with them, it's not that I want to put a strong front and to be stubborn.
The reason is that i couldn't join competitive sports, at least for this year i guess?
I just recovered from my hand injury and my ankle now and then still have the same old problem.
The main reason is because of my medical condition.
I want to make things clear, I'm not angry and I didn't join the game not because i want anyone of you to know I am stubborn.
It is really because of my born-natural heart problem.
I know i hate to admit about this weakness in me, because I myself didn't want to face this too.
You know it sucks to be stopped by some reasons from doing things you want to do.
& yes, I am under this circumstances.
I bet many of my friends know that one of the sports that i love most is captain ball.
Why? Because, I like the team spirit, when everyone become one body.
It let me have a sense of belonging and happiness.
Little things like this make my day.
Now, I guess most of you know why I would pant so hard to breathe after climbing up the stairs.
Enough though, everything is under control and fine. I'm still unable to some stuff.
Alrights, I'm gonna go do my work now.
With loves,
♥♥♥♥